i cant seem to write here its not easy ....ok i think i have too many thoughts and my brain seems like its fusing thoughtsand it all gets jumbled & fried on the edge of the nerves,,, nothing comes together...
As I make my way in this race I'm trying to set my own pace. I question many things such as politics, government, war, the media, religion, other peoples opinion and my own. To me it seems so intense and for real and then other times it seems as though its all a big joke. Millionaires win more millions. The world is over populated and polluted. Law suits are around every corner. We are a country of excessive debt. Yet we market anything for a $1. We are a reality world..perhaps addicted to money and prominance and we let polticians lead us. Do we just want to be wealthy and have it all is that the meaning of life? "The American Dream??" Some people are corrupt and never get caught and others are penalized worse for smaller crimes. Its an era that anything you say or do can and will be held against you. Forever documented on public record . I search for truth , freedom and happiness....